This Is OK
Not everything has to be perfect.
There’s a lot of times when I find myself thinking, “I should write something for Sad Spiders”. Then I don’t.
Life gets in the way. The content sucks. The content is stupid. I can’t possibly write 400+ words about x.
Well, today I break that cycle.
Because this. You’re reading it.
It isn’t AI generated.
Deepness
So today I realized suddenly that I am no longer very punk rock. My very punk rock younger self would be pretty disappointed with me and that’s OK. I’m no longer the punk rock little turd shit kid that I once was. No, I am now a grown-up. I still kind of want to get a skateboard just so I can finally learn to kickflip consistently, but otherwise I am now just some grown-up asshole who has a car and bills and keys and still uses Instagram technically (but in practice not so much).
Not just an actor but a well-rounded person… with my own friends and credit cards and keys…
And that’s OK.
I think I was punk rock to cover up for the 98% scared that I was at any given time. Maybe not scared, but almost certainly anxious.
Things change in life. Change is hard.
I’m scared less now. I don’t need to be punk rock.
But if you’re still punk rock, good for you I also eat a lot of beans and rice so we’ve got that in common.
Good enough
There’s a good video on youmtube about how the “word” OK/okay came to be.
OK?
Wait hold on